Blog #11 : Lyrical Lines

I'm trapped in a world that I can't take
Where everything's unrealistic and fake
I'm hiding out and planning my escape
I hope I'm not the only one

Please come and rescue me tonight
I just wish that I could disappear
Someone take me far away from here
Do you suppose there's more to life out there?

There's no happiness surrounding me
Hate and ugliness is all I see
I wanna leave it all behind
I'm running out of time
Please come and rescue me tonight

I just wish that I could disappear
Someone take me far away from here
Do you suppose there's more to life out there?

And I don't wanna be blind
I wanna open my mind
I wanna know if there's a purpose to this life
Will I ever find it? I'm running out of time...

Trapped in a world that I can't take
I'm hiding out and planning my escape
Please come and rescue me tonight

I just wish that I could disappear
Someone take me far away from here
Do you suppose there's more to life out there?
I just wish that I could disappear...
-disapear ; the summer obsession :) [my obsession]

Right now, this is my favorite song, because of the lyrics. I relate to them so much. It's like someone took what I was thinking and wrote it all down. It's like someone was in my brain and realize, "Hey this girl is messed up. It'd make a good song". Sometimes in life I just feel like everything is so meaningless and useless. It's all depressing and horrifying. Especially this past three weeks. Never knowing what was going to happen, and if I was strong enough to it make no matter what the decision was. Sometimes I think I wasnt strong enough, and other times I think it took more strength to just walk away, and say "I've had enough of you and the stupid crap you put me through." It's insane that I'm still thinking about it. You would think that I would just be like "This is stupid" and stop thinking about him. But nope. That's not possible for me. Never. I've always struggled to forget things. I always bring them back.
This song isn't very popular. It's just a song I found online while looking up the Summer Obsession...But it not being popular, and never having been, makes me like it that much more. I love finding new bands.
The words in this song make me think that someone out there does understand...and that no matter what I'm going through I'm not alone. People make it through this situation and others so much worse than this all the time. And if I hold on to God, I dont need to hold onto anyone else. :]

xoxo ♥